Valentines day is really fast approaching. This is the day when partners can spend their day together in a romantic dinner or watch a romantic film. But, who cares? Lol.
It's been almost 2 years now as a poz and I've known a lot of Poz guys already (in Twitter). I am hoping to meet more of them soon. But, there's this one special poz guy whom I've met before that I've fall in loved with. I understand this is forbidden coz currently, I'm in serodiscordant relationship.
I am still happy with my current boyfriend but I am worried since he never knew my condition. I am afraid that one day, if I disclose about my condition, he will leave me. That's certainly one thing that I'm afraid to happen.
Going back to that poz guy, I've known him since I inherited this condition. And because he's a bit older than me (in terms of being a poz), he always gives me an advice on what to do. Since we were both registered nurse, we understand each other. We also have lots of things in common in terms of food, interest, hobbies etc. so in just a few months, I easily fell in love with him. Crazy, but that's the game of love.
One day, I had encouraged myself to confess my feelings to him. He never expects that I have feelings for him. To cut the long story short, his answer was, he loved me, only as a friend. Put@#(@&% yan! After that day, I never texted him anymore and also blocked him on twitter. Lol. (insert bitterness here)
I promised to myself that I will never fall in love with a poz guys again. But who knows? We can never tell what will happen.
For almost 2 years of being a poz guy, I've been waiting for the right one. maybe a poz guy too. I still believe that one day, the right man will come in my life.
Does your boyfriend know now about your condition?
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